He stopped trying to make sense.

That is the whole story of this collection, and it is the whole story of her body, and I did not expect a fashion show to say it as plainly as this one did.

The Call of the Void

Daniel Roseberry named his Fall couture collection for Schiaparelli "The Call of the Void."

He had spent months trying to repeat the success of the season before. It was not working. And in his show notes he wrote the sentence I keep returning to: only when he surrendered to the void did he start to enjoy making the collection.

So he surrendered. He stopped trying to make the expected thing.

And then he built objects that had no category at all. Bustiers molded from silicone that pulsed with light. A jacket with inflatable latex tentacles. Gowns embellished with fish scales, with real preserved flowers, with pools of baked paint. He worked with a Paris workshop that makes photorealistic silicone infants for the film industry, and he put their craft where duchesse satin used to go.

The Call of the Void. Schiaparelli Haute Couture, Fall/Winter 2026 to 2027. Official runway film, courtesy of Schiaparelli.

None of it fit the textbook of what couture is supposed to be.

He called it couture anyway.

Now hold that against a woman in perimenopause

Because this is her exact experience, and almost no one has ever said it to her.

It begins without a name.

Puberty, at least, we announce. We sit girls down. We tell them the body is about to change, that it is normal, that it is coming for everyone. There is a word for it and a warning and a whole shelf of books.

Perimenopause arrives with none of that.

One season she is herself. The next, she is a stranger in her own body. The sleep goes. The rage arrives from nowhere and frightens her. The word drops out of the middle of her own sentence. Her heart races at a stoplight for no reason she can find. The face in the mirror is not quite the face she knows.

And because no one ever named it, she does not think this is a chapter. She thinks it is her. She is sure she is the only one. She does not know that a woman in the next car, and the one behind her, and half the women she passes all day, are living the exact same disassembly in silence, each one certain she is alone in it.

That is the void. Not the symptoms. The silence around them.

I know this void, because I fell into it

I am going to tell you the part I did not tell anyone for a long time.

My brain was my superpower. It always had been. It was the most reliable tool I owned. I learn quickly, I hold a great deal at once, I could always reach for the word I needed and it was there. My mind was not just something I used. It was who I was.

And then it started to go dark.

The words stopped arriving. Words I had known my whole life would simply not come, and I would stand there in the middle of my own sentence, reaching into a place where the word used to be, and finding nothing. My thinking slowed. I would look inward for the thing I had always found instantly, and instead I was looking into an abyss, and it was dark in there, and I could not see the bottom of it.

And here is the detail that told me something was truly wrong. I speak four languages fluently. Moving between them has always been effortless for me, a thought sliding from one tongue into another without a seam, my whole life. Then, in the middle of this, I would reach for a word and it was gone in all four of them at once. Not one language could hand it to me. The thing that had always been the most fluent part of me had gone silent in every language I owned.

I thought I was developing early dementia. I want to be honest about how frightening that is, because your mind is your identity, your soul, your discernment, the part of you that knows who you are. When it starts to draw a blank, you are not losing a skill. You feel like you are losing yourself.

And I did not tell a soul.

Because you feel ashamed. You think, what is wrong with me. You internalize it. Maybe once in a while it comes out, sideways, in a broken half sentence, oh my goodness, I am losing my mind, said lightly so no one hears how much you mean it. But you do not truly say it out loud. You carry it alone, in the dark, certain it is only happening to you.

I am a nurse practitioner. And even I sat in that void in silence, afraid, thinking the worst, telling no one.

That is how complete the silence around this is. It reaches even the people who should have had the word for it.

And then she finds the courage

This is the part that costs her the most, so I want to slow down here.

It takes real courage to go. Because it is frightening to say out loud that you no longer recognize yourself. She waits weeks for the appointment. She takes time off she cannot spare. She rehearses the sentence in the car, because she needs to get it right, because she is finally going to ask the expert what is wrong with her.

And she is turned away.

Your labs are normal. This is just your age. This is part of being a woman. Try to lower your stress.

And underneath all of it, the same tale women have been handed for generations. It is just what happens. You are getting older. You do not have babies anymore. Everything gets filed under that one flat word. The joint pain, old. The hot flashes, old. The heart racing, old. And the sadness and the memory, well, that is just depression, here is a pill.

No name. No explanation. No map. Just old, old, old, and a shrug.

She walks back out into the parking lot holding the worst possible version of the answer. Not there is a name for this and here is the help. Instead: there is nothing wrong with me, and I feel like this anyway, so it must be me.

So she stops asking. You do not keep raising your hand in a room that keeps telling you there is nothing there. She goes quiet, and she carries it, and she files it under personal failure.

The void closes over her.

Meanwhile, everyone wants a piece of it

Here is the part that makes me angry, and I am going to be honest about it.

The silence is finally breaking. Menopause is having its moment. It is on magazine covers and in headlines and, suddenly, in boardrooms.

And do you know what the number is?

The menopause market is projected to be worth six hundred billion dollars by 2030. It touches over a billion women. And still, only about seven percent of women's health startups will go anywhere near it.

So the money has arrived, but it has not arrived to fix her. It has arrived to get a slice. Everyone has noticed at once that women are finally talking about this, and the instinct in too many rooms is not let us solve the fragmentation, it is let me go get my piece before someone else does.

And so she is handed pieces. That is exactly what she gets. Pieces.

One clinician reaches for an antidepressant, because her mood is low, and calls it done. Another reaches for the birth control pill, because her cycle is erratic, and calls it done. A third treats the sleep. A fourth treats the anxiety. A fifth treats the weight. Nobody treats the woman. Nobody says the single sentence that would change everything, which is these are not five problems. They are one transition, and it has a name, and I can see all of it at once.

Antidepressants and birth control are not the answer to perimenopause. They are, so often, a Band-Aid laid over a question no one took the time to ask. And a Band-Aid is what you reach for when you either do not have the knowledge, or do not have the minutes, or will not admit to either.

That is the void inside the void. Not just that the care was missing. That when the world finally noticed the gap, it rushed in to monetize it rather than to close it.

What Roseberry understood

He could have kept making the safe, sellable, legible thing. It would have moved. It would have been fine.

Instead he stood in front of the void, the terrifying blank of not knowing what to make, and he did not look away from it and he did not paper over it. He went in. He built for the thing that had no category yet, and he trusted that it deserved the full weight of the atelier, the silicone and the fish scales and the hand painted petals, the most expensive craft in the house.

He gave his strangest, least legible work the most care, not the least.

That is the entire argument.

A woman whose symptoms do not fit the page is not a woman with nothing wrong. She is Roseberry's collection. She is the thing that has no clean category yet, and that is precisely why she needs the most attention, the most time, the whole atelier. Not the least. Not a Band-Aid. Not a piece of the pie.

What we do instead

We widen the room until the whole of her fits inside it.

One long first visit, not nine minutes. A history taken by a person who is listening for the pattern across all of it, the sleep and the mood and the cycle and the mind and the metabolism, and not five separate specialists each holding one corner. The transition named out loud, in order, so she can finally hear that it is a known thing and not a private unraveling. Her whole self read at once.

We refuse to hand her pieces.

Because she was never five problems. She was one woman, going through the one transition no one warned her about, and the moment somebody finally names the whole of it, something happens that I never tire of watching.

She exhales.

She realizes she is not the only one. She realizes she was not the problem. She realizes there was a category all along, and a name, and help, and that the only thing missing was a room built wide enough to hold her.

The last thing

Roseberry surrendered to the void and found the most beautiful work of his career waiting inside it.

Medicine, too often, refuses to even look at the void, calls it nothing, and sends her home to sit in it alone.

One of those is couture. One of those is the appointment she has been dreading for years.

They are both standing in front of the same emptiness. Only one of them has the courage to build something there.

And here is the thing I most want her to hear, the thing I needed someone to tell me when I was standing at the edge of my own dark.

The void is not the end of her. It is the passage.

In the first essay of this series I told you about the moth, the one whose memory survives its own metamorphosis, that comes apart almost entirely in the cocoon and still keeps what it learned as a caterpillar. She is that. She feels, in the middle of this, as though she is being erased. She is not being erased. She is being remade. The mind does not vanish in this passage. The self does not vanish. They go into the dark, and if someone will only walk her through it instead of leaving her alone in it, she comes out the other side still entirely herself, and often more herself than before.

The rage was information. The fog was hormonal, not the end of her mind. The sleepless nights had a mechanism. None of it was her coming apart for no reason. All of it was a body in transition, calling out, in the only language it had, to be understood.

She was never what needed correcting. She was what needed naming, and walking through, and bringing back into the light on the other side.

With warmth,
Wahiba

The collection: Schiaparelli, Haute Couture Fall/Winter 2026 to 2027. "The Call of the Void," by Daniel Roseberry. Shown in Paris on 6 July 2026, opening Paris Haute Couture Week.

I am not reprinting the photographs. They belong to the house and to the people who shot them, and that matters.

See the full collection here:

Give it ten minutes. Not as a shopper. As a woman looking at what someone was brave enough to build in the place where everyone else saw nothing.

Look for the silicone bustiers that hold light. The latex that moves. The fish scales and the preserved flowers sitting exactly where the satin used to sit. And then ask yourself which of those objects a textbook had a category for. None of them. That was the point.

Tomorrow: The Houses, No. 4.

References

Schiaparelli Haute Couture Fall/Winter 2026 to 2027, "The Call of the Void," Daniel Roseberry, Paris, 6 July 2026. Show notes and collection description, including the designer's statement on surrendering to the void, and the use of silicone, latex, fish scales, preserved flowers and a Paris silicone workshop. WWD, Coveteur, AnOther, A&E Magazine.

Menopause market projected at approximately 600 billion US dollars by 2030, touching over 1 billion women; only about 7 percent of femtech startups focus on menopause. PreScouter, PwC (Unlocking the menopause market), Fierce Healthcare. Approximately 1.7 billion US dollars was deployed into menopause-focused companies between 2020 and 2025.

Study of Women's Health Across the Nation (SWAN). On the duration and multi-system nature of the perimenopausal transition: women whose vasomotor symptoms began in early perimenopause experienced them for a median of 11.8 years.

Every claim in this essay is sourced. I do not publish a fact I have not checked, in fashion or in medicine.

Vieora Health. Perimenopause, menopause, and metabolic care. Virtual, direct pay, across North Carolina.

More than menopause. The whole woman.

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